I know it’s been almost 2 weeks since I didn’t write anything.
Ok, since the last time, I got pregnant! It was something we were thinking about since our first anniversary, and it actually came from Dustin. I always asked God that Dustin would initiate those kind of conversation. I’ll tell the story if anyone doesn’t know yet.
It started with my driving test. I was supposed to have my period on monday-tuesday, and decided to wait a little. I didn’t want to do my pregnancy test before my driving test, just to have my mind clear of thoughts. I failed my driving test. And yes, I cried. I just don`t have the habit of looking all my mirors and shoulder checks when I pull over, I cut someone (not dangerously). Anyway, I was really frustrated cuz I really wanted my ‘N’.(permis probatoire) I didn’t really want to do my pregnancy test and failed that to cry even more. (not that I really wanted to be pregnant NOW, nor that we were trying for months, but it’s just one more dissapointment). I decided to give back my failure to God, to not worry or be made against anyone for it, to let it go. So I did the pregnancy test, and it was positive!!!Good thing I was alone in the house cuz I yelled my lungs out! And I was jumping everywhere,(over-exited as you can see in the previous video).
On that moment I just wanted to call Dustin and tell him, it was lunch time. But no one answer in the office. But then I thought, it’s not the greatest idea to tell him on the phone. So I walked to school. I met Marci (she’s a lunch lady!) And showed the way to his french class. He was alone working on something. (it all happened in french)
Dustin: Hey Coco, what are you doing here?
Coco: I just wanted a hug
(hug)
Coco: I failed my driving test
(cry, because of my failure)
Dustin: Really?…Oh Coco, it’s alright. You’ll have another chance.
Coco: I know it’s just stupid.
(comfort from Dustin)
(me reaching to my purse (yes I do have a purse!))
Coco: here’s the results
Dustin: Don’t worry Coco
Coco: But I succeed another test
(reach for the pee stick in purse)
Coco: my pregnancy test!
(tears of joy now)
Dustin: No? Really! Are you kidding me?
Coco: No it’s for real!!!
(Dustin: *blank face, don’t know what to say, suprised, over-happy but can’t react like me!)
We decided to have a coffee with Rick and Marci after school. We gave them a card With a baby bum on the beach, I wrote on it: Something is coming. And Dustin wrote inside: guess. Marci started to say: no way?… Rick wasn’t really conviced yet so I give him a grandpa burger that we hid! I was pretty cool, since it’s their first grandbaby coming.
On sunday, they gave every mother a book (because it was mother’s day) After everyone got one, he stood up front and said: I Think there is another mother who should have that book. And I came up, everybody was cheering and exited!
Since then I go pee more than before, I’m more tired than usual, I force mysefl to drink alot, And I eat lots of littles meals during the day, cuz I’m hungry more often. I don’t eat more, just more often. I think my jeans are getting tighter on the waist. It’s not a huge difference, but just enough to be uncomfortable. (you know how I like things loose). I don’t have any cravings yet, nor sickness. I’m starting to be more sensitve and grumpy, that I hate to be like that. I keep warning Dustin to be extra-patient to me.
I’ really exited to have a belly to show off. Or at least epople will know. I should have a t-shirt saying: I’m pregnant, Back-off!
or something like that!
This weekend I went to a huge youth conference in Chillywack. It was really cool and fun. But I was so tired and susceptible somthimes. I went to a dancing worshop and learnt a hip-hop routine with some of our girls. And there was a delirious concert monday morning. Courtenay and I were up front row. It’s quite a journey to come frm the back to the very front. At the end, I wasn’t even trying, people were just pushing me. It’s not the best experience ever, being stuck sardines with 500 sweating, jumping, smelly kids! But we had lots of fun, and I got to touch Matin Smith!! (hahaha) plus I got the guitarist pick! haha!
This week I’m taking it easy, cuz I haven’t been feeling great.
This weekend we have a softball tournament in Lac LaHache, and we’ll have our t-shirts for the first time, wich is pretty cool. I’m not the best player at all, but I can do the job. We may camp over there for the weekend, that would be cool to spend more time with our team.
Anyway that’s it for now, I’ll try to be more consistant!